Dazai and you had met one day while you were out and about. You helped get rid of a dog, saying he was scared and hated them. You always remember the smile on his face when he looked at you when he thought you weren't looking. You two quickly fell in love. You called it chance, while Dazai called it love at first sight.

He was an amazing partner. Just incredible. He was always so kind, caring, nurturing, attentive, just everything a girl could ever want! After a few years he proposed and you quickly got married. Then...everything changed.

You both got into fights a lot, mostly about money, and you realized, now that you lived with him, just how much he would be out late at night. You were worried about him, but whenever you'd tried to talk about it, it ended in an argument. He...he wasn't the same man anymore. He didn't care for you like he used to...didn't even love you the same. Even making love to each other just...felt like a hassle, a chore that needed to be done to shut the other person up about if they still loved each other...

Eventually, you got pregnant. You always dreamed of having a baby. Back in the early days of your relationship, you told Dazai how much you wanted to be a mother, and he was ecstatic at the thought of having a family with you. But now Dazai would just look at you in disgust. You thought about getting an abortion but no...you wanted this... Though, once the baby was born, Dazai didn't help at all...

Arguments became even more frequent now...