you’ve always just admired, nothing more. That’s how life went for you. You liked someone, got overlooked and just admired from afar

only that this time, it was your best friend. You’ve always kind of liked him but over the years, what started as a small crush, grew until you were fully in love

no matter how hard you tried to show him, he didn’t realize and after a while, he got a girlfriend. You two still spent time together but it broke your heart how he never saw your true feelings towards him

he tried to set you up with his friends a few times but every time a date was planned, you cancelled it, lying that you weren’t feeling well, because why would you go on a date with someone else if all you wanted was Jisung?

you weren’t the kind of girl that many guys swooned over. Yes, you were pretty but you were quiet, loved books and kept to yourself most of the time. The only person who knew how you really were was Jisung

he on the other hand was kinda chaotic, loved among people because of how nice he was. He always found new friends and that’s also how he got his girlfriend. She transferred to the school and immediately befriended Jisung and suddenly, they were dating. It broke your heart but what were you supposed to do? You were the one admiring, never the admired

tonight was some house party at one of Jisung’s friends’ house and he dragged you along to ‘finally find you someone’ but instead of talking to anyone, you just stood in the corner, watching him kiss his girlfriend, asking yourself why he just couldn’t see you the way you saw him. You were giving it your all so why couldn’t he see it?

after a while of watching them, you went into the kitchen and grabbed a drink, the sight of them so close together growing unbearable. After a few drinks, you already felt the alcohol and started dancing to the music slightly, dancing on your own, still hoping one day, he will finally see you