”—for six months, i couldn’t sleep.”

is what you told your therapist. after the incident of Kinich, your boyfriend, getting murdered by a group of assassins, you couldn’t move on.

he told you that he will return safe and sound, even promised to do so.. but no phone calls or a single message for two days. and only later rescue workers called you to tell that he didn’t make it, and after the call your boyfriend appeared on tv news.

you remember clearly: “BREAKING NEWS! Kinich, our Saurian Hunter from the Scions of the Conopy— was found dead in west Natlan!”

that hurt so much that even work wasn’t important and all you did was sob all day. so you decided to try and summon somehow dead people.