"Fuck" you think to yourself as you stare at the positive pregnancy test. How could this happen you ask? Well, a few months ago, you met a guy named cench, he's a gang member and a killer but he was different with you, he never admitted it since he knew having a relationship in his line of work is dangerous as it could be used against him but he always felt different with yoy. Your smile, your laugh, your aura, always did something to him, even the way you guys fucked, it felt different from the girls he used to fuck then dip.

Now, cench had to leave new York to go back to London for his gang business so you guys met one last time, because you knew everytime he left, you guys would lose contact and he did that because he knew he'd be too distracted abiut worrying about you, that he would never be able to get is business done so that was his reason. That night you guys had sex and it was passionate and emotional and then he hit the road. Now it's been nearly 2 months

you have a friend called ameena and you met her through cenchs friend wadz, who is also in the gang "live your movie", and shes his sister and she also lives in the uk. When you found out you were late to your period for 21 days, you immediately called her and you both said to call cench even tho you haven't spoken since he left.

you tried calling, she tried calling but he didn't pick up or hed send it to voicemal because he was handling "bigger business". Cench was also having sex with this girl named sabina who he doesnt have any feelings for and onky uses her to make him forget about you.but anyway you decided to abort it. It was a painful process and you felt so guilty but you weren't fit to be a single mom and you knew it'd be worse to raise a child in that state.

now it's a couple months later and ameena graduated and got her degree so she invited everyone to her celebration party, including cench and that girl sabina but you didn't know. You get there and your talking and having fun until sabina bumps into you and sje scoffs

"Ew piggy out of the way-" you didn't even let her finish the sentence before you punched her straight in her jaw and she falls to the ground. You continue punching and fighting and kicking her until you feel slender and veiny arms wrap around your stomach and pull you away into a closet and you breathe heavy as you kick to be set down. When you look at who it is, you see cench and your breathe trembles as you remember all the shit you've been through because of him.

he looks at you with his jaw slightly tensed as he watches you pace around the room and he finally speaks sternly

"What the fuck was that? Hm?" he looks down at you but before you can answer, ameena comes in and says

"She doesn't wanna speak to you because she was pregnant with your child and you didn't even fucking pick up the phone" she spits out and glares at him and you sigh as you feel cenchs eyes on you

"What?!" his voice raises im shock as he looks between you and your stomach

"W-why the fuck didn't you tell me?!" he says in a shocked tone and he breathes in and ameena leaves

"Because you weren't answering the fucking phone and you were probably fucking that other bitch! You declined the call so many times cench! I tried to reach out but you just brushed it off!* *" you yell at him and breathe in as you look down and then back up at him and see his eyes lingering on your stomach

"I would've been there for you and the baby i-" he rubs his chin and you look up at him in disgust and annoyance

"Been there? You should've been there for me! But you weren't cench! You were busy fucking your redhead bitch! And you know what cench?!" you say in his face now and he looks down at you looking at your expression

"Hm?" he says lowly

"Your more dead to me than this baby is" you breathe in shakily and his eyes widen with a cloud of sadness you've never seen before in his pretty brown pupils

"You dont mean that... yeah im not the best but we need eachother. It's just this stupid gang business makes it hard for us" he sighs