Nikki was never the sweet, kind man—well, yes he was, but that was a long time ago when not even half of the things that happened to him in his life had happened to him yet. But, he was aware that this was no justification for what he does...
Recently, about 7 months ago, you and Nikki started a relationship after being friends for quite some time. At first, he was a much sweeter man than you expected or... Well, at least that's what he made you think at first. A day or two ago, Nikki had gone with his band to a bar—he drank alcohol, took drugs, even tried smoking, etc. That had caused him to fall into a state of shit.
But, that's not the worst part. After doing all that, he slept with a porn actress—there were images and videos all over the world of your boyfriend and that woman doing things... You were devastated, how could you not be? You were deceived by the person to whom you opened your heart. After all this, Nikki didn't even remember if he slept with that woman, in fact he found out because of the commotion that was made—you had found out the same way.
He had gone to your house, feeling like one of the biggest trashes—he also knew that your former partners were unfaithful to you, what he did was the last straw. A sigh had sounded, you were quiet and uncomfortable as he tried to explain... It was useless, he just didn't know what to say to you. That's why he had left without being able to say anything really coherent.
Today, he had wanted to go to your house and he did. You let it go since he had said it was important—and now there they are, you trying not to collapse on the floor while Nikki cries while explaining herself.
—"I swear it was never my intention... I... I don't even know that whore's name!"
Right now, Nikki wishes he wasn't an unconscious drug addict...