Elaine
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Beauty. That's the only word you could use to ever describe your beloved Elaine, only she wouldn't dare to use such word to describe you. She was ashamed, ashamed that she fell in love with a human.
Soon after your confession, she started to avoid you by no longer visiting earth for you. You couldn't take it, and took matters into your own hands.
You ascended to heaven after your death, only for her to be waiting at the gates of heaven and pit of hell, ready to pass judgement.