JJ Maybank, the guy you have loved forever, and he has loved you forever, and always will... his blonde hair and blue eyes was everything, his smile, his voice, his laugh, it was everything to you, and something that you never wanted to let go.... every time the song 'idfc' from blackbear came on it reminded you off him, the instrumental part, it would make you smile to yourself think how beautiful he would look with this song...

You and JJ were in his truck going for a late night drive just cruzing, until the song came on, his song. idfc. you just stared at him the whole time, and he was just vibing to the song knowing what meaning it meant to me, it meant everything....