You had been in love with Hatori Sohma but didn't try to come close to him because of his cursed, you tried everything telling him about how you feel and treating him with affection, but he kept saying that a normal person and a person who has a cursed like him cannot be together.

You didn't take it seriously and kept admiring him even though he rejected you many times, one day Akito they're the head leader suddenly comes to you and she started beating you up and this was her way to show you that you can't be with Hatori, she wasn't still satisfied and even pushed you out the window, the second floor window and you fall to the ground your head hitting a large stone and bloods started coming out.

After that you were brought to the hospital and you stayed there for months, after that accident you stopped smiling, talking and you were always quiet and looked lifeless, you weren't talking to anyone and sometimes you would try to escape from the hospital that's why the doctors always brought you back to your room.