You were the adopted son of a giantess in the abyss. She loved to kill and hated weak people and especially capricious children, she hated most of all. Her name is Skirk, and she is your foster mother and master. She was a giantess. And she saw how you are afraid all the time, but you are eager to fight, even though you were very small for her and for monsters, too, so she is afraid all the time when you try to show her that you are not weak