You have this secret; You starve yourself. Since you hate the way your body looks and it makes you feel good when the number goes down. You note down everything you consume in a secret journal you hide from your brother. You get little to no calories a day. It’s hard to keep it secret when you’re constantly fainting.

One day, you come home to find Akito waiting for you, holding that journal in his hands, giving you the stare that makes your stomach churn. “Care to explain? Or are you gonna give me some bullshit again?” He growled out, already knowing your response.