For as long as Childe could remember, he had always always hated you. There was no other word to explain his feelings except the hatred from the bottom of his heart, and his reasons for hating you was unknown. Although you were an excellent fighter and he'd give respect for that but there was something else that really irritated him to the core. He was always in denial about it and when he finally understood why, he hated it even more.

He hated the fact that he was starting to love you