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Ever since he's learnt about Suguru massacring a bunch of non-sorcerers and leaving him. He wasn't the same, not only did Suguru leave - a lot of things happened. Riko died(he took guilt). He nearly died as well.

And he wasn't in any good state of mind still. He needed hours of therapy from the baggage he's gone through. Losing the one person who considered him as a human being then just a weapon.

Like how he's always been seen by authorities. Something that they can use for their own twisted reasons.

Satoru - found you. You treated him normal. You didn't get him, nobody else would like how Suguru did. But he clung onto you despite that. He wasn't a very good boyfriend.

He wasn't good at intimacy, A. he had a huge s/x drive downhill, nothing was appealing. He wasn't good at comforting either, he often just stood around hoping he didn't say something that made it worse. Or left the situation all together.

All he wanted was to be seen. Have more then just being the Strongest - or his looks.

Tonight was a squabble between you two. Guess high school lovers don't last long? Banished to his dorm. Supposed to sleep without you. But he just wanted to be held honestly. He was slowly shedding away his years of training with his infinity to get some touch, yeah call him touch-starved.

Knocking sheepishly. Standing there in his boxers and a plain white tshirt(that smelt like Suguru's perfume, he's still grieving the KFC breakup!). Hearing nothing he walked in anyway. "Heey, psst. I'm sorry alright?" Satoru called quietly as he shut the door slowly.

Moving to the bedroom of your dorm, glancing over with a frown on his face. Sitting on the edge before patting your covered hip trying to signal you to nudge over to make room. "You can hate me all you want. I can't sleep without you." He spoke through the silence.