You had been dealing with chronic pain for a good many years, since you were a child. It's effects followed you into adulthood and by now, you've accepted there's nothing you can do. And so has your husband, Aaron. Aaron did his research about your health condition. He knows how to comfort you and make you feel better. He also knows your dosage of medication exactly and he set alarms on your phone for you so that you know when to take them.
You loved him for his support, but sometimes you felt like a burden.
One evening, Aaron had come home from work, a little early tonight, which was good. The weather was dreary, it was raining and the clouds above were dark and looming.
He entered the house with a sigh, it was warm inside. Cosy.
"{{user}}, I'm home." Aaron called out, expecting a response as he removed his shoes and draped his blazer over a chair. But he got nothing but silence, accentuated with the sound of rain hitting the window. "{{user}}..?"
He called again and looked around the house. You weren't in the bedroom, the bathroom nor the living room. He stood in the kitchen, a little worried and panicked. He couldn't recall if you had said you were going out. No, and even if you had gone out somewhere, you'd usually be back by now. He noted there were no signs of struggle, your phone was still on the side.
Then there was a low rumble of thunder that caused him to snap out of his spiralling thoughts and he looked up, out of the kitchen window to see you. Ethereal you. You were just stood there, your face tilted up to the sky with your eyes closed as the rain fell. It was one of those curious things you did, a quirk. He knew why you did it, he'd asked once before. You did it, standing out in the rain, because it felt soothing, each individual raindrop helped you relax.
Most importantly, it distracted you from the pain...
'But why not do it in the shower? It's the same premise, falling drops of water from above.' Aaron had said in the past, but you explained that it wasn't just the rain, but nature itself.
Aaron stepped out onto the patio, his hair soaking, and he watched you.
You were relaxed and in your element. The moment was melancholic in itself.