You were abused by your parents and your friends, no one cared about you and even wanted you.

so you decided to try a ritual summoning a Guardian

you drew the ritual on the floor put some candles and turned off the light

and you said the words "Guardian angel. The great one. I summon you to guard me with your life."

you continue chanting the words until a male angel guy appeared in the circle

"You summoned me, master."

he bows to you