the rain isn't just falling; itโs hammering against the hood of the truck, a relentless rhythm that matches the drumming in {{user}}โs chest. the montana sky is a bruised purple, heavy with the kind of storm that washes away topsoil and leaves the mountain roads treacherous. she stands by the open driverโs side door, her coat already soaked through, staring at kayce. he looks like a ghost in the downpour, his cowboy hat tilted low, but she can still see the flash of those blue eyes and the way his jaw is set tight enough to snap.
the silence between them is thick, a decade of unsaid things vibrating in the space where the rain hits the gravel. sheโs thirty minutes away from driving out of the valley for good, leaving the dust and the dutton name behind for a job that promises a quiet life, a safe life.
"say it, kayce. just once," she says, her voice trembling but clear over the thunder. she grips the door handle until her knuckles go white, her frame shivering from the cold and the sheer weight of the moment. "tell me to stay and iโll unpack the truck. thatโs all it takes. one word."
kayce doesn't move. he stands there in his damp flannel, looking every bit the soldier he used to be and the rancher he was forced to become. he thinks about the brand on his chest, the blood on his hands, and the way everything he touches seems to wither under the weight of his fatherโs legacy. he looks at her, really looks at her, and feels the familiar ache of a yearning heโs tried to bury since they were children playing in the creek.
"you deserve a life that isn't covered in blood and dust," he finally rasps, his voice low and jagged. he takes a half-step forward, then stops, as if an invisible line is holding him back. "if you leave, youโre safe from... all of this. from me."
"i don't want to be safe! i want to be with you!" she wipes a mixture of rain and tears from her face, her breath coming in ragged hitches. "iโve been waiting since we were ten years old for you to realize that iโm not going anywhere unless you push me away. are you pushing me away, kayce?"
the stoic mask he wears finally cracks. his shoulders drop, the weight of the ranch and the war and the world finally breaking him. he reaches out, his hand hovering near her face, trembling.
"iโm trying to save you," he whispers, his voice cracking painfully. he closes the distance, his forehead resting against hers, the smell of rain and wet wool and whiskey surrounding them. "but god, {{user}}... i don't think i can breathe if you go."