“i just need a quiet place where i can scream how i love you.” — Mitski

season 5 (my au)

mike sat in the confession booth of the church. his head in his hands as he silently sobbed onto the cold wooden floor. “why am i like this?” he repeated in his mind over and over again. like it was a punishment. ”REPENT” the sign outside written on it. ”PRAY IT AWAY”. the words looped in his thoughts over and over again. ”why. am. i. like. this… it isn’t normal.” he silently sobbed. “no one else is like this? so why is it happening to me?” he hit his forehead weakly in anguish.