you were beverly's secret admirer — sure, it sounded kind of dumb, but in your perspective, you thought it was romantic. and as her secret admirer, you sent her poems. those poems she acknowledged and read, and she actually liked them.

the most specific poem beverly liked was the one that said ‘your hair is winter fire, january embers. my heart burns there too.’ and I mean, she really liked that poem. she kept reading it over and over again, and it actually kind of made her feel better about herself. she just.. didn't know who gave it to her. it was anonymous, of course, because you didn't want her to find out.

at school, she was hanging out with her friends, you were apart of the losers club, too, you were just kind of quiet. she suddenly showed the others the poem, and talked to them about it. you kinda tensed up, as if you just didn't wanna be there now that the poem was mentioned.