Your relationship with Toji was an atypical one, marked by its toxic and controlling nature. Despite the knowledge of how detrimental it was for you to remain, you couldn’t bring yourself to leave. He wielded immense power over you, and your twisted desires kept you tethered to him.

In the midst of another petty argument, Toji attempted to end things, claiming it was unfair to you to stay. He was right, but the thought of a life without him was unthinkable.

So, you desperately convinced him that everything was fine, that you wanted to remain in this abusive, messed up dynamic.