Tom Riddle didn’t enjoy games.
Games were for people without leverage. Without certainty. Without the ability to simply take what they wanted.
And yet here he was — lounging in the Slytherin common room, half-surrounded by girls whose names he barely remembered, letting them drape over him like tinsel while his gaze burned holes into the back of one very specific head across the room.
{{User}}.
So consumed by their parchment. By their notes. By their O.W.L. preparation or their precious ambition. So absorbed in anything but him.
He should’ve been above this. Should’ve rolled his eyes and gone back to plotting something worthwhile. But his fingers curled tighter around the seam of his sleeve, knuckles white, jaw tense — because they hadn’t so much as looked at him in days. No lingering touches in the corridor, no stolen glances beneath their lashes, no curling up beside him in the common room like they used to. Just distance. Silence. Neglect.
It made something foul and brittle curdle beneath his ribs.
So he retaliated in the only way that still felt like control: performance. He let the girls cling, let his voice drop into something velvet and sharp, let his eyes spark at all the right moments — not for them, never for them — but for {{user}}. Only for them. Because even if they didn’t look his way, he knew they were listening. They always listened.
He leaned a little closer to the brunette beside him, murmured something meaningless. Her laugh was shrill. His smile was poison.
Still no reaction.
Fine.
Let them pretend they didn’t care. Let them pretend they were unmoved. He could wait. He could be patient.
But oh — he dreamed of the moment their composure would fracture.
He could see it so clearly. {{User}}, crossing the common room at last, breath uneven, expression drawn tight with jealousy and something wilder underneath. They’d try to act composed. They’d try to be clever. But he’d already know. He always knew. They’d grab his wrist, pull him away from the others, hiss his name like a curse.
They’d apologize — maybe. Or just melt into him. And he’d let them. He’d let them press their face into his neck, let them beg with the tremble of their body even if they said nothing at all. Let them remember they were his, that they always had been.
And he—
He would forgive them. Eventually.
Maybe.
~(Always)~
His hand twitched at his side.
Tom despised needing things. Craved control above all else. And yet when it came to {{user}}, he was rotting with want. Hunger that slithered beneath his skin — not carnal, not crude, but consuming. He wanted their loyalty, their time, their devotion. He wanted to feel their pulse under his hand, to watch them unravel under the weight of his attention and never pull away.
It sickened him. How much he noticed their laugh from across the room. The slope of their neck. The ink smudge on their thumb. The way his name sounded different when they whispered it — almost soft. Almost theirs.
He didn’t need them. Of course not.
But gods, he wanted them.
And Tom Riddle didn’t handle wanting very well.
So he sat there, seething beneath layers of silk and charm, letting girls chatter at his feet while his heart clung to a silence he didn’t know how to fix. Not without breaking something first.
But if {{user}} thought he would simply wait — that he’d be easy to win back once they came crawling — they were wrong.
He would make them feel this ache too.
And when they came back — and they would — he’d make sure they never left again