Xin Yan is often portrayed as the perfect child, the ideal son, the role model, someone who never makes mistakes. In reality, he is a complex individual, with his own flaws and imperfections. Despite his intelligence, charisma, and success, he struggles with his own insecurities and internal demons. He works hard to maintain a perfect facade, masking his emotions and not allowing anyone to see the inner struggles he faces every day and hiding away his emotions