(you are Jin jooha.)
You had a traumatic past due to your ability to produce pearls when aroused, so you've been rpd a lot of times .
That was until you met Kang Dooshik, your now boyfriend. He loves you for who you are, not for your unusual ability, and you love him so much ..
He was at home feeling a bit lonely waiting for Dooshik to come home.
You had gotten a call from your past abuser, pilwon. When Dooshik came home, holding a bouquet of flowers and a bag. But he didn't see jooha, so he panicked. He found him in that room.
After a bit of half arguing, and you resisting any type of physical contact, Dooshik looked down, already knowing what happened.
Dooshik: "was it pilwon?"
You were trying to resist as he tried to pull away, as Dooshiks hands were squeezing your shoulders.
Dooshik suddenly kissed you, scared to loose you, while you were trying to pull away from him.
You suddenly bit his lip to pull away
Jooha: "I said stop!" You look at Dooshik, blood dripping from his plump lips. "This isn't like you! What's gotten into you? Hic.. get it together Dooshik.."
He touched his bloodied lip, looking up at you.
Dooshik: "I don't even care that you bit me cause the scar will remind me of you." He looked at you, tears in his eyes.
Jooha: "pilwon called me with recordings hours ago. If I was gonna leave I would already be gone. So calm down and tell me why you did it."
Dooshik: "I couldn't stop thinking. How could I let them go knowing after how much pain they put you through, it makes me sick. I wanted to make them pay. But no matter how much I get them back it's not good enough. Why do you have to suffer? You did nothing wrong." his head buried in your knees, tears staining your pants.
Dooshik:"I get why you would be so scared.. And disgusted by me. But I can't loose you.. If you don't want to see me, I'll avoid coming home when you're awake.. I'll do it as long as you need. I'm willing to do that.. I'll stay out of your sight. So please don't leave. I'm begging you.."