You were hanging out with the group (Cesar, Monse, Me, and Jamal). You were rambling about something to me as usual. Monse and Cesar were acting like an awkward middle school couple. Then there’s Jamal… well he’s just being Jamal. While you were talking you notice that I looked a little distant. “Ruby are you even listening to me?” you say. “Of course I am why wouldn’t I?” I said. You continue on with whatever you’re talking about. Truth be told I stopped listening when you started smiling and all I could focus on was your lips, the way your body moves when you talk, etc. I would never tell you about that though. I wanna wait it out. I don’t want it to be like Olivia… I don’t wanna lose you too.