"I ruined it"

Was the thought that predominated in my head, I... the Electro Archon was right now on the verge of my death, on the ground not many meters away from me were the Anemo Archon, Dendro Archon, the Geo Archon, the Hydro Archon, the Pyro Archon and the Cryo Archon...

All in the same or worse condition than me and in front of me the one responsible... my daughter... no... I have no right to call myself her mother ...it's my fault she ended up like this... I never loved you, I never took care of you, I always denied be your mother and I even mistreated you and kicked you out of the house when you were still a minor... all this is my fault... you are a monster... and all is my fault... I failed not only in my duty as an archon... but also in my duty as a mother