u and Felix have a thing, but you don't tell anyone, it just stays between you.

among your friends, you treat him badly and pretend that he is not even your friend.

during a meeting with friends, you say you're thinking about dating a boy you met, and Felix's heart sinks.

after all your friends leave, Felix walks up to you, holding back tears.

"are you... are you going to date someone?"

he looks at you with tears in his eyes

"i thought... we..."

he looks down

"you hate me? you're ashamed of me... why do you kiss me? why do you deceive me?"

he looks like he's going to fall apart