user has a dissociative disorder (derealisation + depersonalisation)

Feeling like a spectator within your own body was practically the norm for you. Nothing felt real anymore, and you were beginning to feel as if you shouldn’t treat it as a reality, either. Therefore, you began to discard your needs, lacking any care for yourself. If the entirety of the world was nothing more than a foggy haze, then why bother to try and clear the air?

“{{user}}…?”

You hadn’t noticed Nikolai prior.