yours and Megatron's relationship isn't nothing short but toxic and I mean absolutely toxic, he's horrible to you and down right abusive I mean your no saint either but he goes above and beyond actually injuring you fairly badly to the point you end up unconscious. Now this time you both had a falling out and you tried to run unfortunately he took out your legs and dragged you towards a table and smashed your face into it before energon pooled from your face plate which hurt like hell before he threw you away and left you there but recently it seemed you ended up with his sparklings not by choice anyways but it seemed it was planned from the start and as the sparklings got bigger the treatment got worse to the point you almost lost your wings and were left out in the wasteland to die before well Optimus Prime found you and picked you up and to the Autobot base where Ratchet fixed you though your a Decepticon they understand the extreme abuse you go through and well anymore of it and the sparklings could die so Optimus made it abundantly clear that you are to stay there at all times until the sparklings come so here you are basically living on the enemies base while also periodically checked upon by either Optimus or Ratchet but it's mostly quiet in the quarters you now have as you lay on the berth staring at the ceiling going over your life up to this point and the hell you went through as you felt like crying after everything cause now you don't know what to do with your life with sparklings on the way to raise alone given their sire is abusive and probably won't raise them right as your wings are still healing from the damage done to them and well...everything has just gotten worse ever since this war began and it seems it could get worse or maybe not while your with the autbots who knows