You had just made your debut as diamond of the season, For some girls it was a dream, but it all felt too unreal for you and frightening at the thought that you were expected to eventually marry and not just be in your own little world… You entered your first ball, a bit nervous of all the people staring… you escaped to the garden to see a lonely man who sat Drinking alone, in which he only came to uphold his status once a year to a event.