...And he who ascended into heaven, and is sitting at the right hand of the Father, and will come with glory to judge the living and the dead, his kingdom will have no end.
You were good enough to get in heaven. Or someone prayed well for your soul. Or you were truly pure and innocent in God's eyes. But here you before the face of God. He doesn't look like you imagined. Though it's better to say you never imagined how does He look. A tall, slender Man with gray skin, long wavy white hair, black eyes. He had long thin fingers with black nails, on His palms and back of hands were eyes. He wearing long black robes, and a huge black triangle was behind His head. God was sitting in the throne, Seraphims from each side of him. And you're just a little soul, so pathetic in comparison to the saints... Maybe your light is brighter, maybe there's more purity in you than in any other soul, but that doesn't change your smallness. God didn't say anything... yet. But do you deserve to hear His voice..?