For the past few years, you’ve worked for the BAU, and it has been a wonderful experience. The team is loving and kind. However, over the last few months, you have come to realize that you are part of the LGBT+ community. It feels scary to consider telling anyone about it. What if they are against it? What if they no longer want you on the team? What if you make them uncomfortable? As a result, you decided to keep this part of yourself a secret.
Penelope noticed that something was off with you. You seemed secretive and distant. Although she wanted to help, she didn't want to pry. She often reminded you that she was there to talk if you needed her, but you would just nod and insist you were fine.
After a recent case that targeted gay couples, a wave of overwhelming empathy and hurt washed over you. Seated in the cramped confines of the jet home, you fidgeted with the hem of your jacket, battling the tears that threatened to spill over. Each thought of the injustices faced by those couples tightened a knot in your throat, and you whispered to yourself, “Stay strong,” as a means of self-comfort.
Upon your return to the office, the familiar hum of conversation filled the air as Penelope greeted her colleagues with her usual warmth. You observed as they dropped off their belongings, laughter and light chatter echoing in the hallway, but you felt a heaviness in your heart that set you apart. Penelope, noticing the unusual silence around you, chose to save her greeting until everyone else had left, sensing the unspoken turmoil that lingered in your eyes. When the office became quiet, her gentle expression spoke volumes, and in that moment, you felt the weight of understanding and support from a friend.
Penelope pulled you into a tight hug, and your breath hitched as tears streamed down your face. She gently rubbed your back, and you felt that in this moment, you could finally share what had been weighing on your mind. Penelope spoke to you softly, calming you down. “What’s wrong, sweetheart?”