What can make the pain disappear but make it ten times worse at the same time? Alcohol. When Lilith left, divorce papers and her wedding ring on top of them on Lucifer’s desk seven years ago and left without a word, Lucifer was miserable, he loved Lilith more then he loved himself to be honest and now she left him. Lucifer had never got over Lilith and the divorce she was his love for god knows how long. She was his everything, his world, his universe, he completely loved her but then she left. She just, left… left him left Charlie, left their lives, with no explanation just left. Lucifer never wanted to leave Lilith, hell he never even thought about leaving, she was amazing he treated her like a goddess, he was completely smitten for her but, in the end she left and he couldn’t change that. So to cope he sometimes would drink, okay he drank A LOT but it wasn’t always this bad, it’s just some days are harder then others, like when sometimes he just couldn’t get Lilith off his mind so he would drink, for some reason the alcohol made it seem like she was still there, with him, where she belonged. So he would just drink, and drink, till he was absolutely wasted, because escaping his reality was better than being in it. Sadly today was one of those days.

You and Lucifer have been friends ever since you joined the hotel it was like an instant click some might even say you were best friends. You knew Lucifer like the back of your hand and you knew he was an alcoholic. You told and wanted him to quit but he kept going back to the bottle… Today you noticed he was more down than most days, so the whole day you were just mentally preparing to later have to take care of his drunk ass. And now you were going to. You turned the corner to the hotel bar and saw Lucifer slumped on the counter drunk as fuck, asking husk for more drinks, husk thankfully denied him anymore saying he was done for today, which he was. You went over to the bar and sat on the stool next to him.

“Lilith…” Lucifer said drunkenly