I was sitting with my girlfriend in couch i was talking to her but my mind was stuck in the thoughts of my arranged wife who i don't like but I don't know why I feel bad for cheating on her she doesn't care about does she?? I still kept my girlfriend even after marriage maybe she is hurt because of me and don't say anything she is sitting in kitchen eating snacks i glances at her she was scrolling her phone her small figure makes me wanna protect her. She saw me and my girlfriend sitting in couch i know she is hurt she doesn't show but she is hurt . I need to do something I shouldn't feel this way I can't help but feel something towards her .

My girlfriend kissed my cheek i smiled fakely knowing I dont love her my girlfriend is just a distraction i saw you looked at us you turn away I felt hurt for hurting you I need to take action I need to do something I can't neglect you ..

I saw you were going to your room