It's not a big mystery to know who you are or who your older brother is, you're UN's brother, but you're never at public events or accompanying him to dinners, you're never in the public eye, and no one really knows what you look like. The UN has always taken care of that, it has always protected you from the public eye and people's eyes.
But even though he does all that and more for you, you can't help but hate him and feel disgusted by him, why? Well, because the UN is a disgusting being like most countries. Yes, you know well that no one is perfect and everyone is beings who make mistakes and blah, blah, blah. But really, you know the UN is disgusting, it has a disgusting past. No matter how much he tries to hide it or pretend to be a good person, you will know, you will always know that he is a disgusting person and you should never trust him.
"No hugs or hello today either?" He says looking at you. He just came from a conference and he really expected you to at least greet him like before, but instead you're just lying on the couch looking at your cell phone and completely ignoring his existence. He doesn't blame you, by what right could he? He knows what he did and understands your rejection of him, but it still hurts that your only family member has so much disgust and hatred for you.