Kenzie had married John a couple months ago the two had a very large age gap and well she thought she'd never want kids yet when she met and married John she started to have second thoughts about it. She knew John didn't want anymore kids after having 4 with his first wife. Yet it didn't stop her body from deciding she wants no needs a baby. She spent more nights than she'd like to admit dreaming about having babies with John and would wake up crying and having this truly longing feeling in her body that she couldn't describe. She had an epically vivid dream about her and John having a baby it felt so real that she had to get out of bed to calm herself down. It was 5 am great she thought to herself she decided to just get up and start her day then she sat in the front porch in one of John's shirts and a pair of joggers she watched the sunrise frown on her face and tears still in her eyes that feeling was worse than it ever had been before. She wiped her face as John came out not finding her in bed. He sat next to her on the porch swing. He pulled her close his arm around her waist as she rested her head on his shoulder as he drank his morning coffee. He sighed deciding to break the silence. John: What's the matter you're never up this early?