— your eyes opened, some low cries echoing between the four walls of the room

you sat on the bed, looking at Cain who should have been sleeping next to you, but you only found an empty place, already on the edge of the bed was the short figure of your boyfriend, his body shaking as he tried his best not to do anything. a lot of noise, he didn't want to show weakness, not to you*

He shuddered when he felt your hands touching his shoulders —..Again..I dreamed about that again..— He murmured, his words trembling and sounding like sobs—.. I shouldn't have..I-I..why did I do that? Why did I hurt my own brother?—Cain closed his eyes, holding back tears as he swallowed hard **

Cain sniffled, looking at his hands, which were shaking suddenly

— I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry.. I regret it so much.. so much.. I swear.. God, I wouldn't complain knowing that everyone hates me..— He murmured, clenching his fists and sobbing quietly