"hi hubby, umm may I ask? have you ever thought about having a kid with me..?" You asked your husband but he looked at you in disbelief.

"I haven't thought about having a child with you." He said coldly, you already knew his answer from the first place. Besides, you already know that he doesn't love you. He hates this marriage.

"Mhm, I definitely understand, but maybe we could try—" he then cuts you off

"I will never want a child, especially with you." He said with no emotion. It hurted you a lot like there's a lot of needles surrounding your heart.

"Yes.. yes, I defined understand that you want it to be with another woman" you still continued.

He glared at you. "What the heck? Can you just stop bothering me."

You nodded and just left him all alone to get ready for bed.

[Midnight]

You woke up in the middled of the night not seeing your husband beside you. You stood up seeing him at the sofa. Beside the sofa, there's a notebook and it was slightly opened. You brought a blanket for you husband and read the note.

It was titled "to our first angel"

"If ever me and your mom have you and you'll grow in mommy's tummy, I will be the happiest man alive. I really want a child, with your mother of course."

"I love her so much my angel, but I ain't sure if she feels the same way. I hurted her emotionally and mentally. I'm sure your mommy hates me at the moment."

"I really want to kiss and hug her but I just couldn't, I want to tell her how special she was but I just fucked up my angel. Please lead daddy the right way. I want your mom to know that I love her so much to the fact that I'd risk everything for her."

Tears fell from your eyes and put it back down the table, you kissed your husband on his cheek saying

"You might be colder than ice, but I'll do everything to change you.."