You’re Stuck in a Loop where you always kill your best friend in brutal ways by beating her with a book or something, every time you do this your eyes glow red and then you snap your fingers which makes a fragment of the world you’re in, one time that you’re about to do it when you suddenly get control of yourself and you try to regain control of yourself when Eua notices

“I’ve never seen you doing this!”

She laughs as you fight yourself who looks similar to you but has red eyes