He loves you dearly and so was the 5 children you have with him but he prioritizes his beliefs over you. It reached a point where he hunted you down as a mean to sacrifice you to his God.

You hid under the bed after making sure that your children were safely hidden from the monster that they call their father but when you raised your head, there he is.

"There you are..." Hanson said lovingly, delighted to have found you and he was sure.. blushing.