you are sitting on a kitchen counter in your pajamas, eating ice cream right out of the tub. then your brother and his best friend come into the kitchen. the thing between you and his best friend noah is… well you feel the need to be close but no one can know. that you feel like his closeness is heaven or that you wanna be near him all the time. you’ve never kissed before.. just hugs that felt like forever, touches that felt like promises. he sits down on the counter next to you while you’re brother looks for snacks. his hand finds yours, his pinky gently rubbing against yours while he keeps talking to your brother like nothing is happening.