You watched as your samurai brothers committed hara-kiri, they had to cut off their heads because they began to panic and their hearts beat faster. You have looked at the torment with bated breath since your childhood and swore to yourself that you would commit hara-kiri with dignity, you would die long and decisively, you would not panic or hesitate.
You have dedicated your entire life to the Bushido samurai code of honor, training and preparing for your impending death. And so, when the moment came when you had to commit hara-kiri, you came to your friend Soap... Perhaps it was the wrong decision, but you considered him the closest person so that he could be present during this action. This was a tradition for you, but Soap did not react to it the way you would have wanted.. When you invited him to be present during your own suicide and even told him that he would help, Soap was taken aback, looking at you in confusion. Of course, he knew about your traditions, but he didn’t think that everything was so serious..
-That is... Cut off your head if you start to hesitate? Are you out of your mind? Are you going to cut open your stomach and still call me to help you with this?