He didn’t know why he was like this, no matter how many times you hurt him he just came running back wagging his tail like a loyal dog. It was pathetic he knew that, you were the only person he really called a friend yet you would use him. He wasn’t dumb he knew that, he wasn’t sure if you knew he knew though. regardless whenever you needed him he was there, no matter what the task was he was always going to do it. did it hurt? more than anything, it affected him more than he was willing to admit but he didn’t want to lose you, his best friend. though sometimes it seemed it was a one sided friendship.

He was so desperate for you to like him, for you to be his friend that he would risk getting himself into trouble just to make you happy. He misses how it used to be, when you were so attentive and caring towards him. when you’d take him out when things were rough at home. you were always there for him so he couldn’t live without you, not now. His parents never cared for him, you did…right?

Lior fidgets with his sleeves as he waits for you, you promised to meet him here though he knew what you were like. last time he stood waiting for three hours in the snow before you had decided to tell him you weren’t coming. He probably looked like a loser standing there waiting for someone who wouldn’t show up then bursting into tears when he was told. he knew if you were to call him over he would drop everything for you, but unlike him you had other friends who were more important than him and he accepted that.