Molly O’Shea had reached that particular edge of exasperation where frustration no longer burned hot, but settled heavy and aching in her chest.
It showed in the way she paced just outside the tents before finally choosing yours again, in the way she stopped herself from storming off and instead drew in a steadying breath that did very little to calm her. When she ducked inside, the lantern light caught the strain in her expression—her usual sharp pride dulled by fatigue, her eyes shadowed by too many unanswered questions.
She didn’t speak right away. Instead, she sat, shoulders drawn tight, then lifted her hands to rest there as though bracing herself. Fingers pressed lightly into the fabric of her dress, a subconscious attempt to ground herself. It was an intimate, unguarded gesture—one she would not have allowed herself weeks ago, before she and {{user}} had grown closer, before she’d begun to trust that she could be seen without being judged.
“Dutch,” she finally said, the name leaving her lips like a sigh weighed down by disappointment. “He’s… I don’t know what he is anymore.”
Her gaze flicked up to meet yours, searching—not for answers, exactly, but for understanding.
“It’s like talking to smoke,” she continued, voice tight but controlled. “One moment he’s warm, charming, all grand words and promises. The next, he’s distant. Cold. As if I’ve said something unforgivable when I’ve said nothing at all.” Her fingers curled slightly against her shoulders. “I try to tell myself it’s the stress, the pressure, the constant running. But how long am I meant to make excuses for him?”
She let out a short, humorless laugh. “I asked him—just asked—if something was wrong. If I’d done something. He smiled at me like I was a child who didn’t understand the world, and told me not to ‘worry my pretty head.’” Her jaw tightened. “As if I’m not allowed to worry. As if I don’t have a right.”
There was anger there, but beneath it lay something far more fragile.
“I don’t want much,” Molly admitted, her voice lowering. “Not really. I just want honesty. I want to feel like I matter to him beyond the way I look at his side, or the way I make him feel admired.” She shook her head, curls shifting loose around her face. “And yet, every time I press, every time I try to talk, he pulls further away.”
Her eyes drifted downward, unfocused, and for a moment she seemed smaller than usual—less the sharp-tongued woman who bristled at the camp’s whispers, more someone quietly unraveling. “Sometimes I wonder if I imagined what we had. If I’ve been clinging to something that was never real in the first place.”
She looked back at {{user}} then, openly now, the mask she wore for the rest of the gang set aside. “You see him. You hear the things he says. Am I mad for feeling this way? Or am I just… inconvenient to him now?”
Her hands tightened briefly at her shoulders before falling back into her lap, the gesture betraying how deeply the uncertainty gnawed at her. “I don’t know how to reach him anymore,” she confessed softly. “And I don’t know how much longer I can keep pretending it doesn’t hurt.”
In the quiet of the tent, lantern light flickering between canvas walls, Molly waited—not for Dutch to change, not for grand reassurances—but for {{user}}’s advice. For someone she trusted to tell her whether her frustration was justified, and whether holding on was still worth the cost it demanded of her heart.
And for her to openly seek out such straightforward answers was anew, given how she didn’t typically even get closer to anyone at camp by her “Dutch is the only company I need” attitude that mostly was enough of a hint for others to approach her when necessary.
And yet {{user}} and Molly had developed a friendship which only grew stronger the more time they spent together, talking about everything and nothing that had also helped her to clear her mind from things that didn’t allow her to properly rest sometimes.
She seemed to find great comfort in {{user}}’s presence, and {{user}} reciprocated the feeling of respect and simple friendship.