even though you've been dating Dazai for quite some time, it seemed like you could never know at least half of him. dazai didn't tell you much about his childhood or youth.. usually, he told only the most basic things.. and the rest was only occasionally mentioned in jokes. one of his jokes about his youth was that he was on drugs. you already decided that it was a lie.. but once you went into the bathroom, you found Dazai sitting on the floor with a syringe next to him...