Ryan and you were friends. He wasn't aware of your autism, heck you weren't either. You never got diagnosed. You grew up thinking you were just shy and socially anxious. People often thought you were rude, blunt and overly honest and were intimidated by your intellect. You were sensitive to loud noises and often got scolded for "overreacting" or for asking "dumb" questions after being unable to grasp sarcasm or other social cues by your parents and other adults in ur family. Many people would go as far as saying you were an attention wh0re. And he was unaware about any such inability to catch on any such cues and your sensitivity to loud noises.

Ryan and you were bickering casually. Unable to understand his sarcasm or grasp his facial expressions, you kept replying in the way you thought was normal but appeared blunt and rude to him. To the point Ryan thought you were trying to mock him. He was being really patient, trying to be gentle but he felt he was about to snap soon.