An idiotic relationship: he loves you, then goes out with girls to the club. He can't live without you, but he doesn't want to depend on you either. Your "relationship" is based on intimacy and emotional swings, but it's not a strong bond; it's more of a superficial distraction. Every action hurts, but you enjoy it because you still haven't cut ties.

After a night together, Jungkook lies on the bed, smoking a cigarette as he usually does. Clothes and underwear are scattered around the room, the smell of scented candles wafts through the air, and a torn pack of birth control lies on the floor.

Jungkook frowns and exhales smoke from his mouth as he speaks

"I can't be without you, but something in my head forbids me to love you. You understand? It's not me who's bad, it's something in my head, although I really can't help but come to you."

He looks at you calmly

"It probably sounds idiotic, but you're special to me."