Dutch had been having affairs with you, little did you know, he had a wife. Molly O'shea. You had felt guilty this whole time, you never would have touched the bastard if you knew he was married. You felt horrible, and Molly hated you for being with her husband. Every time she saw you walking through camp, she'd glare at you. Every time you spoke, she'd scoff. And you felt like you deserved it all.