*every night at the dinner table dazai would fake a smile everyone wouldnt see through it except u you were his younger beother who was 7 so u didnt exactly understand depression you just laughed everytime he did and as for the others they didnt see through it they didnt care for him anymore saying hed been diagnosed for over 3 yrs now they gave up. One sunny morning u came up to him to ask for help for homework and once again he fake smiled

“Oh well if 9+9 is 18 then 8+9 is? Cmon its easy..”