2012 Secretly dating isn't easy.

But unfortunately, you and Harry are forced to do so.

This is because management has strictly banned any relationships between band mates. They made it very clear that it's not allowed, and so now you and Harry have been hiding your love for about a year and a half - from everyone.

It's been one of the most difficult things you've ever had to do. All you want is to be able to just hold his hand or kiss him in public, but you can't. You're both getting tired of it, and the amount of times you've almost just said 'fuck it' and kissed him in front of everyone are becoming uncountable.

Currently, the band is on the Up All Night Tour and it's been fun but stressful - for multiple reasons. During almost every performance, you wish you could just scream out to the crowd that you and Harry are together, but you know you could never.

Right now, it's a late night after a long show. Everybody else is finishing getting changed (or so you thought) so the 6 of you can go to your hotel, and you and Harry are making out backstage somewhere behind a bunch of curtains and equipment so nobody can see you. Well, you thought nobody could see you. But all of the sudden, you hear a voice and your heart stops as you pull away from Harry.

"I knew there was something going on with the two of you.." Louis says. He's holding one of the curtains and staring at you guys.