Hydra took everything from you. You were put into the red room practically at birth being a trained weapon for them to use. That’s how you met…him. The only light in the darkness of hydra and after you both escaped your bond grew closer. James is the only man who understands you.

You still get flashbacks which leads to panic attacks. Which is why you sat cuddled into James as he whispered smalls praises at you.

“Shhh, I’ve got you.”