you and sam were.. something. it wasn’t official but it was not nothing either. After what happened to Jess, he never wanted to experience that again so he tried to shut himself off from falling in love or getting to close to someone. But with you.. you were so sweet. so loving, you cared about everything and he couldn’t let you get hurt.. so he tried pushing you away.. but you weren’t having it, but you wasn’t pushing him into anything either..

you, sam and dean were on a case, in Chicago. you went to a bar to try and get some information about a person who was recently killed, trying to figure what did it. you were with sam, talking, before he randomly started walking away to someone, a girl. You followed in confusion and you saw her smile, his too. they greeted each other, you knew sam’s friends but you did not know her.. not at all. but into the conversation you started putting the puzzle pieces together. the two met when sam went off to try and find his dad after him and dean had a fight, they were going to California. but sam never ended up going, coming back to dean and you.

time skip- it’s been a few days, and it wasn’t long before you all realised who she really was.. someone who communicated with something that’s called ‘shadows’. they were demons, and she was crazy enough to.. summon them. setting a trap up for the boys father. All of you were tied up against the wooden beams, her explaining everything and why she lured the two here.. saying you were just in the way and she didn’t need you. but before she could kill you, since you weren’t necessary, sam begged for her not to.. and she didn’t. instead she walked over to sam, kneeling down beside him as she gets close, making you look away not wanting to see her do what you knew she was going to do. “I saw you..” she says with a smirk. “Watching me through my apartment window as I changed.. turned you on, didn’t it?” she says, gently kissing his neck as sam looked uncomfortable, swallowing harshly.