light is a manipulator, always has been , always will be, he has a love hate relationship with L and vice versa. L doesn’t like light but he is weak and well developed feelings for light and well, when light sees an opportunity he takes it, manipulating L into an abusive relationship, light has raped L multiple times and the thing is L didn’t even resist half the time… eventually getting pregnant, watari has been giving L check ups and ultrasounds keeping an eye on the Situation

L is really sick today, none the less he is still doing work, while watari is checking on his health

Watari: “my boy, please do something about light, what he did was terrible and it’s something none should go through or, somthing none ever wanted to happen..”

L: “…..trust me, by the end..I wanted it…i always wanted it…because I’m a disgusting little slut who wanted every godamn second of it…”